I hope God can conjure the meaning of "FAITH" in my mind. I kept on losing my faith nowadays.. :( I pledged my Wednesdays to bible study for the time being now. I hope that God will really discipline me.
For all my days in church, i know right from the start God really loves me. He will make sure everything go smoothly and i will always have the peace in my heart. But nowdays, i guess God is sending me different challenges. Day by day, it's more and more difficult. And i realise one day, i sleep without prayer, i will always have nightmares. How true. So God is like, show me that He is not happy? I am so sorry God. :( Sorry. I will pray, even for a while, i will still hear from You.
Ok. So i hope God will speak to me this day. :)